4/13/09

Lucky Strikes (again)

Another rainy afternoon at the cafe
the wind is blowing, barely
and I miss smoking a cigarette
I can go outside
take a deep breath
smell the trees, the flowers
the dawn of spring
clogging my nose with allergies
and my puffy watery eyes
I sure make a lousy tree hugger
I'd rather stay inside
see her walk around the house
in boyshorts and a shirt
while I light another one up
carefully thinking, planning
lips, teeth and telemetry
inadvertently pounce on her
the next time she walks by.
I still get to do all those things
but dammit
sometimes I really want a fucking cigarette

(I quit a year and a half ago and I still can't see why)

No comments: